103th post(:

wow! i am amazed! but i feel like changing blog. should i? maybe not! using wordpress is a cool thing okay! so unique!

i want to achieve many many things in the holiday! i guess it’s time for me to plan my holidays well! my two weeks was totally no life. it was training training and more training. SERIOUSLY OKAY! so no life. cant take it! but i going shopping later! HEHE! but i having muscle ache at my stomach there. it is seriously pain!

WED and friday got training-.- thursday someone date me out!

bye world

my love!

thank you for always being there,

i promise we will have our one year tgt!

it’s great to always see you when i wake up.

though at times you failed to entertain me.

but i believed i failed you more.

you had been great in my life.

you are always a hand away.

you tolerated my bad temper.

you had been my punching bag when i’m down

you have always been there when i needed you.

you never fail to cheer me up.

and you know that my love for you is more than this

even though i fail to protect you all the time, letting you fall and pick you up again.

but i realised that i love you so much!

hahahaha sweet right? TO MY PHONE! HAHHA i keep wanting to change phone:( but i dont think i will!

LIFE.

i just went to visit my grandpa and grandma, mother side. i really hate to go hospital. i dont like the feeling, i dont like the smell, i dont like the kind thinking that i have. My brother and i went in to visit my grandpa, cause only two visitors at a time. Yup, and i can tell you i wont forget what i see. i mean Grandpa was fine looking healthy and everything, but not for the neighbour, i tell you i almost breakdown and cry okay. i really can feel the pain and saddness the family members were having with teary eyes walking out.

i went out of the ward, talked to my brother and father was feeling better. after that uncle brought grandpa down to have a walk. i still rmb what i seen. i cant forget it till now. While walking down, talked to my father, and for the 1st time i realised that he is someone that i really can talk to. cause he comfort me and everything. i was better. AND i want to tell you that,  what i saw was touching. seeing ppl laying hands and pray tgt is heartwarming. i dont know how to tell you but i just felt that God will bless him, i had the urge to go and lay hands on him too but i didnt  cause if i did it i know i will cry.

After that,i was better(: ate dinner, almost have gastric. then my father sent my brother to AMK. We chatted on the ride. chat about my subjects and studies(: had a great day though.

Bye world!

Get well soon!

grandpa got admit into hospital, when to visit him just now. and i realise how fragile life can be. But i believe God will watch over him! GET WELL SOON AH GONG(: i miss wanton meee!

i remember clearly, everytime i reach his house he will ask me if i want  wanton mee! Ah gong so nice. i really dont wish to see him like that! i used to think that he is very strong and sttuff. HE GOT 6PACKS OKAY! he become really skinny now. and its like …. yeahh. i dont know how to say but really.

tmr is a super day man! i got match in the morning, church after that, then visit ah gong. then visit ah ma(: i know it is so WOW. haha i believe God will bring me throuugh(:

okay i shall stop here. bye world(:

many things, many days.

many things to do in many days.

my holiday sucks! yes! it sucks sucks sucks. trainings are like useless, seriously. okay maybe for me. maybe nabilah, both of us lost passion for bball. it’s difficult to find it back, i am serious. i tried once last year, yeah i found it back, but i not sure about this time. i hope i can. still got a few more years to go in bball.

sometimes, i just dont understand what’s your motive behind, i can never read and know what you are trying to do, i tried to believe you, but in the end is not what is suppose to be. Short and simple, get this yourself.

i want to say that I HATE MY NEXT YEAR CLASS.not cause of you but you. i am not referring to anynames. but i just dont like as a whole. even though people like verlyn, gina, and more in my class. but i still dont like. but whatever is it. i will just continue to ace my subjects!

i am freaking free this holidays! date me outttttttttt! eh i will post the pictures next post. i promise! HEHE

bye world

PS: my brother is sleeping and i am using his comp. i am too boredd hahahahha!

nostalgia

no longer climbing to the 3rd floor, no longer in 2/6, no more jokes on mrs lo and every teacher. no more concentration, no more crap, everything is gone but its cherished. i cant help but to feel nostalgic.

i miss sec 2 camp but i look forward to sec 3 camp. i miss those people, i miss chinese class, i miss lao shi, i miss the jokes we have, and most importantly i miss the people. i miss that kind of feeling together with you all,  all the fun we had, i meant like, i still can remember the 1st day we were in the canteen looking at the board and being unhappy with the people in our class, i can remember the physical we did together, okay i admit i wasnt a good leader, to lead you guys cause i also wanted to give up. but i pull through. i miss sports day, i miss everyday! those good and the bad,

those times when my laughter can kills, when i bad mood, when all of my mood, you all are greaat, can stand and bear with me. especially Durga, i enjoy sitting besides her, she is someone who i will cry with she is not in my class okay! she might seem like very retatarded but i just love sitting beside her.

those people who made a impact in my sec 2 life, thank you. even if our friendship is gone i still thank you as a friend, though we did talk these few days, but somethings change, and i figured out why we had to turn into like this, i am not expecting for a turn that will save it, if we have the fate to be friends again, i believe we will. i thank you from the bottom of my heart for without you, i wont be able to see things in a bigger picture. stay strong. dont cry alrready!

aiya i forget what i want to type le. stupid xiangyi! all your fault lah! i rmb that i post again! waiting for chelsea to upload the pictures!

EDITED!

i just came back from chinatown, and i remembered what i want to type! lets hope that my brother dont come home so early okay! i shall continue!

i remembered our second last day in school, we watched movies? yeah! i will miss limin and valerie’s shoulder, even though valerie chong you made me wake up! roar! i just like to lie on people’s shoulder, it like something that i dont mind doing it for the whole day! obviously not lying on bones! even though we are the same class next year i hope we wont drift alrights! aiyaa i forget again! whatever lah i just want to say I MISS TWO SIX ):

it’s not over

My tears run down like razor blades
I know I’m not the one to blame,
It’s you, or is it me
And all the words we never say come out and now we’re all ashamed
And there’s no point in playing games
When you’ve done all you can do

Chorus:
But now it’s over
It’s over
Why is it over?
We have a chance to make it
Now it’s over
It’s over
Its over
It cant be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it’s over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
I’m shaking from the pain that’s in my head
I just want to crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won’t let it die
I won’t let it die

Chorus

I’m falling apart, I’m falling apart
Don’t say that this won’t last forever
You’re breaking my heart, you’re breaking my heart
Don’t tell me that we will never be together
We could be over, it’s over
We could be forever

Chorus

Last day of school

I MISS TWO SIX OH NINE:(

not all but most(: love you girls. i really begin to enjoy my days in a girl school and everything(: being open to one another, and lending each other ***. if you are smart you will know that. results are out.

i am 3rd, i dont think deserve it. cause like i never reeally study that hard, i guess it’s God’s help. thank God(: and those ppl who studied and helped me! Especially, joey quah and more! thanks pals! i dont like next year class, i wont cry cause of class, but i will be sad, but oh wells, what can i do.

pictures next time!

bye world!

LEARNING JOURNEY! = fats day!

LET ME TELL YOU WHAT I EAT! HAHAHA! DONT GET SHOCKED!

PRAWN NOODLES PORRIDGE AND CARROT CAKE! LOLS!

hahah prawn noodles shared, cause we did it for our learning journey so we supported them (: i so nice! say yes! carrot cake cause i want to eat, so ask ppl to eat with me! hehee! also shared!

overall learning journey was fun and better than last year! much more. i did most of the talking! in chinese somemore, are you proud of me! then after that we finished early, was suppose to start eating at 10.15, but we started at like 9.15? lols. so is like got 1 hour! then after that, took pictures blah blah blah, i think i really love 2/6 09, not everyone lah, but most(: like those ppl who can laugh with me like crazy:D yay(: and everyone agrees that if i dont smile i got a bu shuang face! but if i start laughing it will be crazy. but i am not bu shuang okay! let the pictures do the talk nowww !

MY PLAN FAIL!

oh myy! my plan fail! 1st day then  fail liao T.T~ got back the rest of my results(: quite happy i guess?

secured for 2A1s(: yay! are you proud of me?:D (my phone is dying)

Math-81

English-41/80+42/60

Chinese-6/10+30.5/55+19/35

at least i passed all! hehe!

did medicine ball after school. super shuang. but then no effect:( like still the same! nvm! we shall do it more!  wanted to crash fion’s house tmr! but i dont think i can make it! oh weellls! we shall hang out more oftenn!!! i feel like sleeping now! but i will continue to blog! i so nice(: i am taking super long to post! talking to 3 ppl in msn.! haha but i am still bored.

stupid friend ask me to play dota! i totally so not interested can? waste my time! haha! kk

i go do other things already!

joey quah not replying meeeeeee! sad sad sad